today i want to post this thing It's true, and really makes me very upset and cry...
up to you to believe is on yourself=)
yesterday was preparing some God birthday. and so we have medium there.
(Medium is someone that god possess to its body and help to pass the message to the people)
So actually that my mum was a medium. which happen not long ago. the god was possess into my mum's body. and god which i don't know the name had possess into my mum's body
and soon after 15 minutes. my late granny possess into my mum's body. firstly i thought that my aunt or probably the medium was crying. and actually it's my aunt.
the first word she said, 'Ma come already, "MaZu" bring me here'
(MaZu was a female god)
and so my aunt was crying for my late granny. and she kept calling my late granny's name. and so i went. my aunt told me that granny has actually possess into the body. i called her 'Granny'. and she glance me once.
her voice, her feel... it seems to be really beside me.
she told me, 'Hang, study... you learnt bad, PoPo didn't blame you'
I can't hold my tears and eventually i cried... and soon she left...
That moment probably in my whole lifetime which I'll never forget. The words and action.
really very deep inside my heart. My mum was also crying after doing her Medium. My mum wasn't had any chances to talk to her.
My mum, me, aunt was actually missing her...
today, was actually the celebration of gods. so the Medium said that my granny was actually standing outside the temple. watching the whole thing.
firstly i can't get the meaning of the medium. and soon, my aunt told me that granny was actually watching us. tears came again.
really cannot control. cried...
whenever i think of her. I really miss her alot... really alot...
Granny, may i see you once more? cooked for me and chat with me. I'll help you carry everything. and we sit down at hawker. drink tea...
and I'll block the sun with an umbrella... PLEASE. POPO, COME BACK...
